Memories, all alone in the moonlight.

If that.

It appears I completely forgot about my blog! This makes me sad.

There's lots to say since my last update (which was a long, long time ago) ... although, that wasn't really an update as much as an introduction to my new blog. So.

Well, most important thing would be that I got a place at Uni. It's only Keele. But it'll do for now. Upheaval from home wouldn't do me much good right now. I'll do my master's elsewhere I think.
Look at me, being all positive. Like i'll even get my degree. Fingers crossed of course, Biophysics/Nuclear Physics/Particle physics/Quantumn mechanics/Experimental physics here I come!

Health-wise. Okay, well, depression is the same as ever, and I don't mind that, i'm dealing with it okay nowadays. Obsessive-Compulsive/Neurosis problems are a little worse than they've been, but nothing I can't deal with. Have an official diagnosis of Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder. Aces (!)
My jaw. There's been developments. I have an orthodontists appointment next week to see about operating on my Mandibular Prognathism. So, all's good there.
The pursuit of weight loss has been put on hold for Christmas. New Year's resolution? Lose weight. Get better. Be prettier. Etc. The usual.

Christmas is also upon us. Stupid Christians. More importantly, Winter Solstice is almost upon us! Yule!
Hoorah! Meeting Beki tomorrow to give her her Yule gift basket, Amy on Monday and Lisa on some unconfirmed date. Damn her.

I can't really think of anything else to say right now.
I need to get back into the swing of blogging.
Let's give it a while, eh?
Huzzah!

Carpe Noctem indeed.

Well. A whole new blog.
Exciting, isn't it?
'No' would be the answer to that question.

Carpe Noctem; seize the night.
Night time is when most of the world (well, the portion of the world for whom it is currently night) is asleep. It's dark, deserted and peaceful. It's paradise.
I rarely sleep at night. I'm more active at night than during the day.
If it were in the least bit convenient or possible, I would become nocturnal permanently.

Why I don't sleep is a mystery to me. I'm sure it'll be no surprise to learn that I suffer from severe emotional problems; depression, anxiety disorder, the usual. The usual reasons postulated by people who claim to know what they're talking about are along the lines of "night time and darkness are the ideal situations to hide; perfect for someone with fears of people and interaction" blah blah blah. Not that i'm discounting that as a possibility, but i'm sure it's more along the lines that i'm just a night person.

It's inevitable that, in the long, dark nights, with no one else around to talk to or interact with, it leads one to contemplating one's life and problems. This is no treat for the healthiest of people, let alone the depressed amongst us.

This blog serves as a kind of outlet during these long nights.

Truth be told, i'm a very lonely person and, even during the day when people are around, I don't really have anyone to interact with or confide in, so this little blog should prove useful.

I think that this should suffice for this morning, i'll start getting into it properly tomorrow, perhaps.

So long, dear blog, I expect we'll become the best of friends soon.

Exit.