Well. A whole new blog.
Exciting, isn't it?
'No' would be the answer to that question.
Carpe Noctem; seize the night.
Night time is when most of the world (well, the portion of the world for whom it is currently night) is asleep. It's dark, deserted and peaceful. It's paradise.
I rarely sleep at night. I'm more active at night than during the day.
If it were in the least bit convenient or possible, I would become nocturnal permanently.
Why I don't sleep is a mystery to me. I'm sure it'll be no surprise to learn that I suffer from severe emotional problems; depression, anxiety disorder, the usual. The usual reasons postulated by people who claim to know what they're talking about are along the lines of "night time and darkness are the ideal situations to hide; perfect for someone with fears of people and interaction" blah blah blah. Not that i'm discounting that as a possibility, but i'm sure it's more along the lines that i'm just a night person.
It's inevitable that, in the long, dark nights, with no one else around to talk to or interact with, it leads one to contemplating one's life and problems. This is no treat for the healthiest of people, let alone the depressed amongst us.
This blog serves as a kind of outlet during these long nights.
Truth be told, i'm a very lonely person and, even during the day when people are around, I don't really have anyone to interact with or confide in, so this little blog should prove useful.
I think that this should suffice for this morning, i'll start getting into it properly tomorrow, perhaps.
So long, dear blog, I expect we'll become the best of friends soon.
Exit.
13 Sept 2009
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