16 Feb 2010

Livin' alone, I think of all the friends I've known. But when I dial the telephone no one's home.

I'm feeling incredibly lonely this evening.
No one's talking to me.
There's only been one person online to talk to. I tried talking to him, but he's clearly not wanting to waste his time on me. No one responded to my Facebook plea (Yeah, I know, that's sad. But I don't have any other option). Chris isn't around and he didn't answer the text I sent him. There's no one.

For the first time in almost a year I feel completely alone.

I just want to cry. I honestly don't know what's wrong with me. I'm not rude, I don't think. I try to be polite. Maybe I'm not interesting? I try to be.

I'm pissed off. And still very lonely.