Well, not simply.
Getting your dreams, it's strange but it seems a little, well, complicated.
There's a kind of a sort of ... cost.
There's a couple of things get ... lost.
There's a kind of a sort of ... cost.
There's a couple of things get ... lost.
I love that song.
Now.
The business of the day.
I'm pissed off. I'm very pissed off.
I can't even put into words how much everything's pissing me the fuck off.
I have a week ahead that I just cannot be bothered with.
I have appointments and stupid people to see.
It's been a long time since i've been 'pissed off' depressed. 'Suicidal' depressed, sure, every other week. 'Don't give a shit' depressed, same. But, at the moment, i'm just angry. Completely angry.
More angry at myself than anything else, to be honest.
I'm anrgy at people. People who I shouldn't be angry at. People who have not really done anything to make me angry. Angry at people because they're not here to console me or comfort me. I'm well aware it's not their fault they're not here (unless they're purposely ignoring me, which I would expect from any of them) but I just don't care.
It's the first time in a long time that i've felt like recovering a few old bad habits.
I need a drink.
